I’m fat as fuck I’m so effing miserable I weigh in triple digits again and can’t stop eating and every time I eat I can literally Feel it falling into my stomach and knotting up and seeping into my fat cells and I just want to be skinny because my new job is so hard and I love it it’s just so rough and so much time and I know I know I know I could handle all my tasks better if I wasn’t eating as much. I never feel new or empty or clean anymore and it’s disgusting I just want to empty out and I can’t.
I’m so large I can’t handle it. I have stretch marks on my butt now bc I lost so much weight gradually and then gained so fast.
I can’t I can’t I can’t I can’t